no uh!! no way!!

I can feel you meg.

{Meg}
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history
Been there, done that

{Muses}
Who'd you think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and Heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, you can't conceal it
We know how you feel and
Who you're thinking of

{Meg}
No chance, No way
I won't say it, no, no

{Muses}
You swoon, you sigh,
Why deny it? Uh-oh

{Meg}
It's too cliché
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned it's lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming "Get a grip, girl!"
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

{Muses}
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, were not buying
Hon, we saw you hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When you gonna own up
That you got, got, got it bad?

{Meg}
No chance, no way,
I won't say it, no, no

{Muses}
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

{Meg}
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

{Muses}
You're doin' flips, read our lips:
You're in love

{Meg}
You're way off base, I won't say it
Get off my case, I won't say it

{Muses
Girl, don't be proud
It's ok you're in love

{Meg}
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love

*all credits goes to disney
Song title: i won't say (i'm in love)
Hercules ost

To the one that got away

To the one that got away,

Just when i thought everything was in it's place,
Why would fate strike us the hardest?
We're not romeo and juliet,
And yet why are we destined to be like one?

Am i a coward for letting you go?
Or a fool for turning my back against you?
I know myself those reasons weren't enough
But what can i do if destiny has its own way.

I may have let you go,
I may have let you ran away,

I may regret,
I might just have regret it
But if letting you go means the best for the both of us,
Then i must.....

Maybe its not just in time..
But soon... Soon...

Untitled

Dear You,

Have you seen the movie of JL? Yung "My Amnesia Girl"?

I hope you're familiar with this movie line,

“Sabi sa census may 11 milyon na tao sa Metro Manila. Paano mo malalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sa’yo? Maaring nakita mo na siya, pero yumuko ka para magsintas. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya, pero lumingon ka para tingnan ang traffic lights. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya pero humarang yung pedicab.”

“May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sa kanila. May mga tanong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, eh yung na sayo na pinakawalan mo pa”

Is this the exact situation we are in right now? I may have saw you but never noticed you. I may have passed you through but didn't looked back at you. I may have known you but never really knew it was you?! I may have saw the signs but never  really saw that it was there. YOU, you've been out of reach so far I really didn't know where are you. Am I the one who is lost?

C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D . That is what i am right now. Everything seems to be so.... unclear,... I don't want to assume and I don't want to be a spearheaded person. I want everything to be perfect. To the right time to the right YOU.

Life is Ironic, don't you think? Just when i thought everything is already okay.When the gears are all up and everything is all set, Suddenly the wind changes. The Roads were on it's crisscross again. The North becomes South and East becomes West. Just when I've thought that I am ready to set my sails that is when Life will strike at you.

Just like now, I want to know the you YOU but I'm afraid that I might just loose you. Fear that maybe it's not yet time. So, I will just wait here patiently till you arrive. 

Whoever you are YOU. Please be patient with me. Most of the times, I may be a little stubborn and easily pissed off but you see it's just my way to call your attention. I may complain sometimes but i didn't really meant it. I just wanna see your reaction, how would you be like if you're on the peak of your patience :) If you chose me then it's clear you'll accept me as my whole me. My worst and my best. There will be a time that we won't get along , As to make up with you I'll sing to you :) (Promise!!) 

Waiting,

E....