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Dear You,

Have you seen the movie of JL? Yung "My Amnesia Girl"?

I hope you're familiar with this movie line,

“Sabi sa census may 11 milyon na tao sa Metro Manila. Paano mo malalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sa’yo? Maaring nakita mo na siya, pero yumuko ka para magsintas. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya, pero lumingon ka para tingnan ang traffic lights. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya pero humarang yung pedicab.”

“May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sa kanila. May mga tanong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, eh yung na sayo na pinakawalan mo pa”

Is this the exact situation we are in right now? I may have saw you but never noticed you. I may have passed you through but didn't looked back at you. I may have known you but never really knew it was you?! I may have saw the signs but never  really saw that it was there. YOU, you've been out of reach so far I really didn't know where are you. Am I the one who is lost?

C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D . That is what i am right now. Everything seems to be so.... unclear,... I don't want to assume and I don't want to be a spearheaded person. I want everything to be perfect. To the right time to the right YOU.

Life is Ironic, don't you think? Just when i thought everything is already okay.When the gears are all up and everything is all set, Suddenly the wind changes. The Roads were on it's crisscross again. The North becomes South and East becomes West. Just when I've thought that I am ready to set my sails that is when Life will strike at you.

Just like now, I want to know the you YOU but I'm afraid that I might just loose you. Fear that maybe it's not yet time. So, I will just wait here patiently till you arrive. 

Whoever you are YOU. Please be patient with me. Most of the times, I may be a little stubborn and easily pissed off but you see it's just my way to call your attention. I may complain sometimes but i didn't really meant it. I just wanna see your reaction, how would you be like if you're on the peak of your patience :) If you chose me then it's clear you'll accept me as my whole me. My worst and my best. There will be a time that we won't get along , As to make up with you I'll sing to you :) (Promise!!) 

Waiting,

E....